So THIS is what life is supposed to be like!

It has been such a huge relief to be rid of all the drama and stress!! J and I are getting along much better, we have actually had many, many friends drop by (both expected and unexpected!) We are attempting to plan out a very socially packed holiday weekend going here and there. We are making long range plans, J has actually finished a HUGE project I have been dreaming about for years but thought it might just be another wish list thing...

To know that, of course there will be crisis' and drama-that is life. But to not have to deal with it EVERY DAY in EVERY Direction? Perfection.

I am starting to let my guard down a bit, don't feel as defensive on so many levels. It has been down right cathartic. Trying not to dread the holidays, since that is when K and J Jr are scheduled for a weeks visit. Just trying to savor what I have on my plate right now and roll with it.